Monday, October 17, 2022

Trials - Our Proving Ground

Who hasn't heard from the pulpit that God allows us to go through difficulties to build our faith? (if you haven't perhaps you should ask your minister why hasn't that been preached) In fact, one of the less fully understood scriptures in the Bible, often quoted by churchgoers when difficulties occur: Romans 8:28, is God's oath to us - but do we truly understand its depth? 

The greatest teacher of all time, our Lord Jesus Christ, clearly taught His disciples on the night before His crucifixion, as recorded in John 15:18-16:4, 16:31-33 that because of His name that we bear, that we, too, will be treated as He was treated because the world, which is under the power of satan and his demons, hated Him and sought to kill Him on more than one occasion. He experienced the extreme trial. Thousands of true believers since that time have also experienced the extreme trial - torture and death for their faith in Christ.  

And then there is the subtle trial - finding ourself under the sway of false teaching. All of the lies and misinformation contained in so-called prosperity gospels - which promise a gilded life when becoming a follower of Christ - are a tool of satan to destroy our faith in the true God. When we hear that we should be having a grand and glorious life here on earth and that doesn't happen, we are told it is because of some kind of sin we have committed against God that has not been resolved, or the 'sin' of not releasing all your financials to the organization promoting such false gospel. Or, experiencing a terrible disaster, or that if a loved one or oneself suffers a crippling disease, or sickness leading to death, it is because we have not believed God hard enough. (compare John 9:1-3) The faith of that person and the opportunity to have a true relationship with Christ can become undermined by the lies, shattered in discouragement, defeatism, because of the false picture of God painted for them by false teachers. 

It is, therefore, extremely vital to know who God is, why we are here, and what truly says. All of this can be sought after through an understanding of Bible scripture using teachers gifted by God to earnestly teach the word of God's truth, through application of such, and prayer. (compare Romans 10:1-4, 9-17; 1 Corinthians 2:10-3:9

For those of us who are in Christ, then, this message is for us to consider as we endure the trials that have come, are here now, and those that will come on us, both individually and as a worship community. We are not immune to suffering and trials as indicated above, but how should we respond?

When we consider just what a trial is, using the legal sense of the word, we know it to be a time to prove something, to have evidence and testimony to prove that an unlawful action or wrong done against someone will be rightly judged and that the party who suffered receives justice. This endeavor is a process accomplished through a trial - a platform structured to bring such evidence and testimony before an impartial judge who is entrusted to rule in favor of what is right, what is just. My generation grew up watching Perry Mason on TV - a drama about an attorney who was skilled in counseling his clients and for using evidence and testimony to win their case; to keep the series interesting, every now and then the client was proved by Mr. Mason to be the guilty party. Today's generation watches TV programs such as Law and Order, where both prosecutors and criminal lawyers fight for a form of justice that provides for some satisfaction of the law and intent of the law.

A trial for a believer in Christ is also a process, a time to determine - in this case - our faith status, is it strong and stable, or waivering. In 1 Corinthians 10, the apostle Paul is led by the Holy Spirit to instruct many believers of his day who were of Jewish heritage, and those Gentiles who would also come to believe in the God of Moses and His Son Jesus Christ - the Greater Moses, using the evidence and testimony of those ancestors to illumine how our faith is tried. (the Hebrews "faith honor roll" offers examples of what kind and temperature of faith pleases God.) And there are Bible accounts of how faith sometimes fails the trial - take some time to search through your browser for such examples of failing faith. God makes provisions for all of us to grow our faith to become tensile in strength - a faith that endures the stretching and intensity of the test that it comes under. We may choose to absorb all of those provisions, or we may choose to utilize only some of what God provides. 

Comparing it to a diet: protein from different sources serves to build us up physically. If we choose a diet rich in carbohydrates, but lacking in protein, our stamina may have a bright spark for a minute but suffer or fail because we did not have a strong foundation that the protein provides. In the scripture passage in 1 Corinthians the people relished the blessings of God but did not fully internalize the power of God's Word and the obedience opportunities He provided to strengthen them. That choice led to a faith failure. They could not resist the popular heathen practices of the surrounding nations, their worship of Jehovah through the provisions He made for them to stay whole and blessed was set aside for tantalizing pleasures that eroded their moral cores. Or even attempting to test God - exacting from Him what they demanded He should do to make their lives more pleasant, saying that God would get a bad reputation if He didn't. 

Paul sums up these examples, saying, "So, if you think you are standing, watch out that you do not fall." Because the tests or trials will come, and if you are not prepared in mind and spirit to endure - if you have not taken on all of God's provision for faith victory, then you could fall. Verse 13 ends the passage: "No testing [trial] has overtaken you that is not common to everyone. God is faithful, and He will not let you be tested beyond your strength, but with the testing He will provide the way out so that you may be able to endure it." Faithful believers who have striven for obedience before God can hold onto that promise that God will not allow you to be in a situation that He will not be able to bring you through. Faith victory does not mean we will always "win" the situation or oppression by getting fully delivered out of it to keep our body or life, or even our reputation safe from the painful effects of difficult situations. Faith victory means that we will not lose our faith even when faced with harsh treatment or death. It is that persevering faith that keeps before us the open door to eternal life - God will not allow that to be taken away. (see also Romans 8:31-39)

Today as I write this blog article, there are scores of faithful people being persecuted because they have identified themselves with Christ; some of them will be tortured and abused, may even die. However, they are still victors as they refuse to renounce Jesus in the face of such brutality. Those abused and maltreated persons who survive may carry the scars in their bodies and or in their hearts straight through to glory, where we will be made whole. (Also see  Revelation 3:7-13; 7:9-17; John 10:1-30) A faith victory story from scripture revolves around the destruction of ancient Judah in the 6th century BC. The prophet Habakkuk was witness to the great disaster of Judah and Jerusalem - when the Babylonians (or Chaldeans as some Bible versions name them) came up against Habakkuk's land in 539 BC. The destruction was vicious and left little for the survivors. The actions by Babylon were a result of the nation of Judah's apostasy; God removed His protection from the majority of land and peoples. Although Habakkuk knew the reason and purpose, he still had a waiver of faith as he actually witnessed the destruction taking place and the accompanying trauma and danger. It shook him to the core of his being to the extent that he began to question God's mercy! Yet just as quickly as the urge to do so came, just as quickly it vanished. We see at the end of chapter 3 that Habakkuk fully accepted the sovereign right and will of Jehovah, praised Him and even rejoiced at what He was accomplishing through the removal of the apostate nation. He recommitted an even deeper faith; what initially looked like a failure became a determined faith victory!! 

In 1917, during what subsequently be named World War I, nation after nation was devastated by conquerors for nearly four years, who, using weapons of destruction never before experienced, sought to control the world. The U.S. had been very reluctant to enter the war during the years it raged for various reasons. After a German U-boat sunk the British cruise liner Lusitania in 1915 killing over 100 Americans, and then the ensuing attacks and sinking of American ships by the German war machine, the U.S. was forced to respond and entered the war in the spring of 1917. The then U.S. President, Woodrow Wilson, in October 1917, by executive order, established the Aberdeen Proving Ground, which officially opened in December 1917. Through the order, the Army had taken over 69,000 acres of land and water in Maryland on the Chesapeake Bay to provide an area for design and testing of ordnance. The order transitioned its operations and testing ground for proof and acceptance of ammunition and cannon from New Jersey to the Chesapeake Bay site. The site would expand to include testing of chemical weapons, research, development and general test facilities. Testing fields and operations by military are essential to determine if the weapons developed would hold up and be effective under war conditions and accomplish what they were designed to do. The testing is designed to eliminate any defective machinery or weaponry that would fail under extreme war, climate, utilization, and other situations. The Aberdeen Proving Ground continues to operate after over 100 years.

The world is a testing ground for our faith wherever the Church is found whether it be a dangerous country or a tolerant one. Jesus foretold that in the John 16 reference above - that in the world we would have persecution and suffering; this is the venue where our faith is tried.

On a personal note, over the course of a couple of years, I experienced trial after trial after trial - some very major and painful to the bone, and some not as major in comparison. I knew in my spirit that God was growing me because of something that was to occur at some point. He kept permitting tests to visit me and they had the best effect in bringing me to my knees to receive God's love and consolation, but especially His strength and direction. I had no clue what was coming, but felt in my spirit it was going to be something big - something with the capacity to rock my faith; by His gracious urgings I kept praising and praying, kept growing. Stayed in His Word, giving Him thanks for nurturing me and asking for His abundant strength and grace as I could sense the time getting closer. And when it hit, it knocked me down - it was so awful, forceful and overwhelming that I could not process it all at once; to say it was traumatic is barely scraping the surface. But for God's nurturing me and growing me through those many tests, I am not sure how I would have kept standing - even if I am soaked in tears while I stand. Pain - especially emotional pain - can be relentless and/or can arise out of no where and overwhelm you when you least expect it for a while. I cannot say - because I can barely see past a nano-second - that I will ever recover fully in this life time. It may continue to be a raw wound until heaven when I will be fully healed - Hallelujah. Trust me - I had no part in the strength and grace that is still bringing me through. Even my "yes, Lord" is authored by what He has done in my spirit. The valley is deep and dark, but God's light is on the edge and is leading me through like a beacon. By His love and mercy, by His unlimited grace, He is holding me in His victorious right hand and guiding me over the treacherous faith traps. He is teaching me things about His love, patience, lovingkindness I could never know if I had not experienced this trauma. To God be the glory in all things. Thank you, Father. 

Back to Romans 8:28 - this is a mini-Bible study all by itself. One of the first things that this scripture promises is that trials and sufferings will happen - it is not a matter of if, but when. Some of those trials will be heart-rendering. The second thing we are confronted with - even though it is not specifically stated but certainly implied, are more questions to be answered about God's character, His sovereignty, His being a Creator, His omnipotence, omnipresence, omniscience. All of these factor into the statement, "called according to His purpose." What is God's purpose? Better asked, what is God's purpose for me and individuals? It may also be asked, what is God's purpose for humanity, for the earth, for all of creation? How does my life fold into God's greater purposes with creation? What does it mean to "love God"? What does God's love look like in return? How do "we know" these things? How does God turn these terrible events into good? What is "good"? I would encourage everyone to consider these questions as part of disciplining ourselves towards strengthened faith.

In Jesus' high priestly prayer on the night before His crucifixion as recorded in John 17, He prays for those apostles and all who would come to believe in Him through their teaching and witness, that God would protect them - not just physically according to His will, but primarily that they will remain faithful in the world. He prayed for God's love to be in all of them and that such love would be as strong a bond as that between the Father and Son. Jesus asks the Father not to take them out of the world, as it is to the world that they  have been sent to teach the Gospel of freedom and love, and where their enduring faith would serve as a testimony through the tests they would encounter. They would glorify God's name in obedience to His will. (see 2 Peter 3:8-18)

Later on in Paul's second letter to the church at Corinth, the Holy Spirit would instruct Paul to record at 2 Corinthians 13 that 'testing' is not just an external experience. Like at the Aberdeen Proving Grounds, the testing is done long before weaponry is commissioned for use by military personnel. The staff at the proving ground must test the materials and equipment ahead of its employment during a military conflict or war to see if indeed they can withstand the fierceness of battle. Verse 5 (using the Amplified Version Classic) tells us that we are to "Examine and test and evaluate your own selves to see whether you are holding to your faith and showing the proper fruits of it. Test and prove yourselves [not Christ]. Do you not yourselves realize and know [thoroughly by an ever-increasing experience] that Jesus Christ is in you—unless you are [counterfeits] disapproved on trial and rejected?" In other words, don't wait until the fire is on you to know the strength of your faith - find out now if you are living in the will of God and growing your faith. Are we bearing fruit worthy of one who is committed to the work of the Lord in both our lives and in our ministries? (ALL Christians have a ministry, not just ordained people.)

We will suffer in trials brought on by the conniving evil one. That truth is inescapable as long as we live in this world. If we suffer because we are doing wrong things, disobeying Christ, then it is not the kind of Biblical suffering due to the Name we bear that Jesus was referring to in John 16 above. When we sin against God, sin will have its consequences - even if we are Christian. The apostle John's letters to the Ephesian Christians and to all who would come after them confirms this in 1 John 1, starting at verse 5 (AMP): "And this is the message [the message of promise] which we have heard from Him and now are reporting to you: God is Light, and there is no darkness in Him at all [no, not in any way]. [So] if we say we are partakers together and enjoy fellowship with Him when we live and move and are walking about in darkness, we are [both] speaking falsely and do not live and practice the Truth [which the Gospel presents]. But if we [really] are living and walking in the Light, as He [Himself] is in the Light, we have [true, unbroken] fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus Christ His Son cleanses (removes) us from all sin and guilt [keeps us cleansed from sin in all its forms and manifestations]. If we say we have no sin [refusing to admit that we are sinners], we delude and lead ourselves astray, and the Truth [which the Gospel presents] is not in us [does not dwell in our hearts]. If we [freely] admit that we have sinned and confess our sins, He is faithful and just (true to His own nature and promises) and will forgive our sins [dismiss our lawlessness] and [continuously] cleanse us from all unrighteousness [everything not in conformity to His will in purpose, thought, and action]. If we say (claim) we have not sinned, we contradict His Word and make Him out to be false and a liar, and His Word is not in us [the divine message of the Gospel is not in our hearts]." Are we confessing our sins or are we deceived into believing we do not sin, because friends, as long as we are in these imperfect bodies we will sin. But we have God's promise of forgiveness when we confess and repent.

So, how should we respond to trials and intensified attacks? Do we just say, "well it is God's will and He will remove the problem." Hmmm, that sounds good. Let's look at this: when Jesus was tempted face to face by the devil (Luke's Gospel at 4:1-13 details for us that Jesus was tested 40 days and nights - not just on three occasions). On those three occasions that the Holy Spirit had recorded in scripture, how did Jesus respond? Now, remember, even if in the flesh, Jesus was still God and could have ended the conflict with a word that would send the devil into oblivion, i.e., He could have retaliated in a death-dealing way, but that was not within the will or timing of the Father, nor would we have learned anything useful in such situations as we cannot fight the devil with physical weapons, nor can we call down hellfire on him successfully. Jesus tells us in John 10 that the devil attacks us to accomplish one or all three of these things: to steal, to kill, and to destroy. In all three of those instances it is not just the body he seeks to harm; he goes for the jugular - our faith. It is the faith of the believer that he wants to steal, that he wants to kill, that he wants to destroy. He has thousands of years of experience at the job - just check his resume in scripture and secular records. So when he in all arrogance approaches the Son of God in those three recorded instances in Matthew 4:1-11 and in the Luke Gospel cited above, he attempts to entice Jesus to worship and obey him by actually quoting scripture and appealing to what he surmised was 'weakenness' in Jesus now that Jesus was in the flesh. So what did Jesus say each time: "It is written." He recited the scriptures that addressed the ruse and temptation of the devil. Can we do that? Can we recognize the devil's tricks, what scripture is being violated or twisted to be used to deceive? Can we say and pray in the midst of suffering the scriptures that address the attack and can we do that in all trust and belief in what God's Word is saying? Or, is our first response that of complaining about our circumstance and perhaps correctly identifying the devil as the source of the matter, and asking God to tell us, to justify to us why He is letting this happen? 

Did you read that? Say it out loud - are we asking or even demanding God to tell us why, to justify for us why He is letting these things happen to us? Why me, Lord? Haven't I been good, haven't I obeyed you? Why are you punishing me? In all honesty, that is the usual human response and we all may have been prone to go that route. I confess that I have more than once. I thus refer us to James chapter 1. God is telling us through James to rejoice in the face of trials and suffering. Whaaaaaat????? Did you know that God may use pain and suffering as sacred instruments to help us strengthen our faith because if we know and love God, such trials lead us speedily and directly to Him to rely even more so on His love and peace. It reminds me of God's promise in Malachi 3:2-3, that God will purify us to become the full righteousness of God, and His methods of purification often come through trials! The sacred instruments are sacred in God's use of them, as He further deepens our relationship with Him. Pain and suffering also places us in partnership with Christ in a unique way as we saw in the passages above, so that we share in His sufferings in a way that does not lead to faith death, but instead to faith victory: a deeper faith and trust in the Only True God, the only Sustainer and Perfector of our faith. In our holding steadfast in faith during trials, we acquire through God's grace in a new intimacy with Him - one so close that He reserves special communion, a special treasure in such intimacy. (Isaiah 45:3; Psalm 23:4-5)  

Faith goes beyond the natural - it is a spiritual connection to God. And, also the fact that our endurance is not of ourselves - we cannot within our own power fight the forces of the devil (reference Ephesians 6:10-18 which is an incredible source of wisdom and strength on how to arm ourselves against the devil's schemes). Thus, in these battles, we have strong communion with Christ, we have the power of the heavenly hosts with us, we have the all-seeing God who knows the end from the beginning on our side. The God of all the universe fighting for us! This is why we rejoice. We rejoice also because our testimony goes ahead of us and speaks truth into others' hearts who are undergoing similar trials

God determines the battle to be fought; we may not fully understand just what that is, only that we are suffering by what is happening. Because God is over all things, is Almighty and Omnipotent, He can never lose a battle. We may think God has lost because we did not get the outcome we wanted, but God never loses. His thoughts and ways are beyond our comprehension; we cannot see His entire plan in any circumstance. We cannot understand how He will turn our seeming loss into a tangible winning outcome on a spiritual and natural level. But - we can trust the end of His plans to be victorious and righteous, and to glorify Himself. (see Deuteronomy 10:14-15; Psalm 89:11; Isaiah 55:6-11; 1 Samuel 2:2; 1 King 8:23

(I can use the example of the terrible pandemic that initially took the lives of thousands; when vaccines and other measures were made accessible to fight this microscopic virus, did this not bring us a kind of joy to know that we now had at our disposal a means to wage war. We also learned that behavior changes were required to fight this war successfully - changes that were not always received well. Sadly, those who refused the power outside of themselves to fight the virus succumbed to its terror.)

God promises to His faithful ones are contained throughout the Bible. When we are on the proving grounds of this world, may we endeavor to allow the provisions and tools God has created and gifted to us in order to establish a rock-solid faith that will withstand the test and make us more than conquerors by faith!

A prayer from St. Augustine (adapted):

Almighty God, you know our needs before we ask, and our ignorance in asking: Set your servants free from all anxious thoughts about the future, give us contentment with your good gifts; and confirm our faith and charge our hearts and spirits to continue to grow deeper into you, so that as we seek your kingdom first, as you have promised, you will bless us in our need and not let us lack any good thing; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.


 


Monday, September 12, 2022

PRIDE - The Invisible Trap

[Following is a sermon I preached August 2022. The actual delivery may have been altered - which is what happens when the Holy Spirit is directing!]

The Anglican Pentecost Lectionary cycles present lessons and readings that go to the heart of Biblical doctrine, sometimes are “weighty”, uncomfortable. We’ve certainly had these in this cycle of lessons. Today’s is one of those. Let us pray. Father, you have admonished us: let anyone who has an ear listen to what the Holy Spirit is saying to the Church. By your grace may we do, so in Jesus Name. Amen

PRIDE. How many have heard this proverb: “Pride goes before destruction and a haughty spirit before a fall.” A haughty, arrogant spirit, feeds on praise and recognition, seeks to be exalted, boasts of accomplishments-look how great I am, I’m better than others and above reproach, others are beneath me, justifies us by who we know and what we do – the excessive pride that is conceit in one’s self. Today’s texts not talking about the pride that means the joy in doing a good job, or the delight and blessing of children that the Bible calls the pride of parents - No, not at all. They are referring to the pride where the heart attitude is that of a sense of superiority. One preacher called it the ‘gospel of me’ where the driving ‘ism’ is to exalt me, what makes me feel good, what makes me happy, self-satisfied, what gives me pleasure cause I am entitled. This ‘ gospel of me’ attitude is pervasive in our culture and has crept into the church (one minister says it’s knocked down the doors of the church); it's a destructive pride. The prideful haughty spirit can be contagious, and its presence in the church creates chasms, breaks the unity of the Body, which Jesus has called out to be a community of one-ness and love.  Pride like in the parable (Pharsee&tax collector) about those who trust in and promote themselves to others and even to God as very righteous, simultaneously judging others worthy of contempt.  Friends, such pride is gateway to an anti-God, antichrist attitude and deeper sinful conduct. Pride does not require a certain status in life: rich, poor, middle class, upper class, heads of corporations, heads of families, political leaders, religious leaders, youths and teens, young adults, middle-aged adults, senior adults, black-white-brown, yours truly – no one is immune to pride. It is like the pretty weeds of the nightshade family – they have pretty blossoms and berries, but are toxic and deadly as they mature. Pride that is left to grow in us becomes more toxic, more deadly, destroys relationships with family, friends, and most importantly with God. We are all susceptible to adopting a prideful attitude or conduct. Why?

Because of the first act of rebellion by humans. Adam’s and Eve’s sin was the consequence of pride – acting out their belief that they could be like God. They chose to believe a lie that appealed to the opportunity of independent self-rule  rather than obedience to God. And when confronted with that sin, Adam pridefully replied that it was because of the woman that God gave him – as if she were an inferior product – that woman, that God made, gave me the fruit of the tree and I ate it! Not my fault! We chuckle, but the truth is that we all inherit this tendency from Adam as part of his sin DNA. Prideful people want to be their own boss, truly believe that God is obliged to satisfy their needs and wants because they deserve it. They practice a modern-day Gnosticism that says they own their bodies and can do whatever they want with them, that as long as they feel some kind of “spiritual” connection to the universe, they’re good. 

Our 1st reading today, written by a Jewish scribe who lived nearly 200 years before Christ, who borrows from holy scripture addressing the human condition saying, “the beginning of human pride is to forsake the Lord; the heart has withdrawn from its Maker. For the beginning of pride is sin, and the one who clings to it pours out abominations.” Heavy statement.
Friends, human pride is devoid of the Fear of God; it is a forsaking of the LORD; it has dire consequences. But, the antithesis of human pride is humility that is founded in the fear of the LORD. 

That’s the overarching theme in today’s texts-- submission to God in humility, fearing God and reverencing Him alone. Our fear of the Lord should lead us to humble ourselves, should lead us to remember and empathize with, pray for, serve and support the Body of Christ throughout the world. Our reverential fear should leads us to obey God regarding sexual purity in a world that literally worships and takes pride in sexual immorality of all kinds. Like Balaam in the Bible, who was an agent of devil that led a prideful Israel into gross sin, satan still uses pride like a weapon against believers. In the Luke reading, Jesus words are uncomfortable, maybe even offend; He tells us,"all who exalt themselves will be humbled". He goes further, asking us if those we tend to bless are those who can do something FOR us. He admonishes that we are not only to bring blessings to, but to also invite persons who are poor, the crippled, the lame, the blind the outcasts – we’re to reach out to them to bless them w/o payment, w/o prerequisites but with hospitality and provision. That’s why God placed us here, placed our church in this place to bless the community and those in need, to go beyond the doors of our building in a sacrificial way – how are we doing w/that? Think about it:  Did not the One who is our Sustainer and Deliverer, our Provider, once see us as outcasts, undeserving of mercy? 

 This gospel of ME: I am entitled I deserve, am better than, this arrogance of pride is so easy to come by: we breathe it, we hear it, we taste it daily in the spirit of the world around us. It insidiously entangles us, wraps us in layers of self-deception.   Have you ever awakened from sleep to find your feet tangled up in the bed coverings? You struggle to break free, kicking off all the covers eventually. That is the kind of situation pride puts us in Hebrews 12:1-2a in the lectionary a couple of weeks ago speaks to that. "Therefore, since we have so great a cloud of witnesses surrounding us [the writer is referring to what we call the 11th chapter's Bible honor roll of faithful believers who model for us what our faith must be like; so since we have this model of faith before us], let us also lay aside every encumbrance [weight] and the sin which so easily entangles us..."

We are told to recognize that we are entangled by a seemingly imperceptible sin --a sin such as pride, and that we must get rid of it—it’s anti-God, and blocks our spiritual growth, gets us off the path of our marathon faith journey. How are we to rid ourselves of such a sin? Look at verse 2: we are instructed to  humbly submit ourselves, our lives to the originator and perfector of our faith, our Lord Jesus Christ, and do what He would have us do.. The LORD cuts to the chase at Philippians 2:3 (and we thought the gospel lesson in Luke was hard), where He says we are to “do nothing from selfish ambition or empty conceit, but in humility regard others as better than yourselves.” Wow. This is one of those scriptures in the Bible that we try to read fast and not hear. But friends, this is NOT a passover scripture—this scripture is integral to who we are in Christ!  Do nothing – what does nothing mean? Nothing right? Do nothing from selfish ambition or empty conceit, but in humility regard OTHERS as better than yourselves;  totally opposite view of how the world thinks and functions. So then, do we conclude that Christians are better than the world?  NO! Romans 3:23 reminds us that We are sinners like everyone else. But we are to be different. God calls us to be different: He has placed the Grace of God in His children; we did not place this grace in us, we didn't call ourselves, we didn't become "a Christian" in our own power. NO. We received the Spirit of Christ in us and the faith that Jesus planted in us - primarily so that we cannot boast as having achieved this on our own, the Holy Spirit in us who seeks to transform us to be, to look, to speak, to 'smell' different from the world. This grace that leads us to share and live sacrificially, to invite others to grow with us in Christ - this reality should soften our hearts in humility rather than puff us up in pride. See - the longer devil’s worldly system persists – the more pronounced our “difference” must become. Hard stuff to hear, isn't it? 'Siblings', brothers and sisters in Christ, the gospel of ME cannot co-exist with the fear of the Lord and God’s people need to stop acting like it can! The Holy Spirit says at 1 Peter 5 that God opposes the proud - He will not even listen to the prayers of the proud! Look: Christ did not die on that cross to make us happy and self-absorbed, self-satisfied, entitled – He died to make us holy, to have in us His power of salvation, to submit to and be sanctified in and by the Spirit Who empowers us to die to wordly passions – to grow in holiness. To God’s glory – not ours. There was minister years ago who God had used powerfully to preach His oracles, and who, after such powerful sermons, the Holy Spirit instructed him to withdraw to a quiet place, to sit in full submission and prayer to God to protect his mind and heart from any tendency toward pride in how God used him in such a powerful way. He obeyed.

This Fear of the Lord, deep reverence and awe of God, knowing and believing deep inside of us that only God is deserving of all praise, honor and glory. That for us to try to appropriate even a smidge of such pits us against God! This reverence and awe, this full commitment to the sovereignty and authority of God and His Word is the fear of the Lord that we are to develop within us and live throughout us to push pride out. That is what our texts are telling us today, and what they have been telling us for a while now – that we are to CULTIVATE this fear and reverence. We pray the words each Sunday; we sing  the words each Sunday. Pride has no place in the life of a believer. It smothers, it chokes the fear of the Lord in us.  

So: Do we have a healthy fear of the Lord, a humility before Him? To borrow a phrase, do we ‘cop a plea’ like Adam, and say the pride that we live in and practice isn’t our fault – no: it’s the family I came from, the community I lived in, or it's the culture that I was raised in. I just do what they do! I had a co-worker who was a regular church-goer, still is. She used to say years ago (but I have not heard it recently, hallelu) that the reason she curses like a sailor is because her mother and aunt - regular churchgoers, always did. Will our testimony of it’s not my fault hold up before an Almighty Holy God? If the fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom –Do we submit to the wisdom of God by applying His word to our lives? Until we understand who God is and develop a reverential fear of Him, we’re prone to pride. It is so essential to believe and obey God, and submit to His holiness. It must be our goal over our self-satisfaction. Need to realize how much God loves us/hates sin especially pride. God had created this beautiful angel in heaven with the capacity to praise and worship Him in extraordinary ways, but the angel allowed a jealous pride to develop within him and challenged his Creator. We call him satan. God created humankind in His own perfect image and loved them, yet they succumbed to a destructive pride, that broke that unity and from which we continue to suffer. God hates pride in His children because of its destructive and harmful nature. 

I need to tell you this true story and then I’ll be about done.    A minister once shared a time he had allowed pride to creep up in him. He had overcome a serious speech impediment from his youth, had completed college and pursued the ministry, was a fierce force to be reckoned with on the tennis court. He had “worked his way up” from a poor preacher who sometimes did not even have food to eat, to become a senior pastor of a large church, to travel in that role and do mission work, preach regularly on the air and was the recipient of much praise and honor. He said that all of it got into his heart and mind. He was consciously and unconsciously becoming more and more entangled by the pride that had begun to take root in him. But God -- But God would not let him continue in that way (how many know that God loves us too much to let us go down a path of self-destruction without intervening?). God knows the trap that pride is to humans and He saw the cords getting tighter on his child. One day when playing a hot game of tennis, the minister went for a lob and stumbled, tripped, and twists his ankle. Anybody else know what that feels like? It is so painful - hurts for days! But the minister was oblivious to the connection of falling less than glamourously on the court, winding up in such a humbling situation, feeling more righteous for going after the ball than recognizing where that action led him to (makes you think of Nathan and King David, right?). So with one leg injured, and limping around, he nevertheless continued blind to his sinful pride – which seemed to take on yet another level. So one day, driving with the one foot, he gets into an automobile accident and now the other leg is out of commission. This is true!! Some days later, following the accident, he is at home trying to sort out before God all that was happening to him. And somehow he had become separated from his crutches - they had fallen away from him and were no longer in arms’ reach. Can you guess what happened next? He says he had to get down on the floor, on his stomach, hands and knee, crawl and drag himself towards his crutches. He's crawling and dragging and, as he does so, a gospel song by Nicole Mullen – "I Get on My Knees" began playing and in that moment his eyes were opened. Surprise and remorse. He realized that since he himself had been choosing not to bow in humility before His Lord, the Lord brought him to a place where the only choice was to be on his knees. On his knees in deep regret and humility before his Lord. On his knees in submission to begin the healing process of removing the pride from his heart, mind and soul that had damaged his relationship with Jesus. 

Our All-Knowing, All-Wise God repeatedly warns us to humble ourselves before Him to battle the sin of pride. He further tells us in Philippians 2 that we cannot take this matter lightly – we must labor, struggle to work out these things that cause us to stumble through the power God gives us. He enables us to choose to submit to His will, He enables us to walk humbly. He enables us to nurture our union with Christ by regular Bible study, unceasing prayer, fellowship with other believers, through service to others and seeking God’s kingdom above our own. 

We may never have considered that we could be harboring within us seeds of pride that can damage our witness and relationship with Jesus. Like getting vaxxed against chronic viruses, we need the protection of spiritual discipline that our Pastor has been admonishing us during this season of Pentecost to embrace: spending more time w/Gd and intentionally serving Him in worship and in outreach to others. Like today - we can find scriptures in our favorite Bible app that warn about pride, commands us to be humble and meditate on those. We must often - daily - seek out God’s perspective, praying the prayer at Psalm 139 for God to search our minds and hearts so that we can know where we have allowed pride to get a hold on us. Listen to what He would have us do, then commit ourselves to live in harmony with His will for our lives, walk humbly w/God.  In Jesus’ name let us pray prayer from BCP for self- dedication and submission to God’s will. 

61. PRAYER OF SELF-DEDICATION [AND SUBMISSION], Book of Common Prayer, p. 832 (adapted from the traditional language at that page to reflect contemporary language)

Almighty and eternal God, so draw our hearts to You, so guide our minds, so fill our imaginations, so control our wills, that we may be wholly Yours, utterly dedicated to You; and then use us, we pray You, as You will, and always to Your glory and the welfare of Your people; through our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. 

And let the church say Amen.